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Restoration

Woke up this morning with an empty feeling. 7.30 am. Still on my bed. Seriously I dun feel like going to office. Just want to be alone today. It's time to restore some energy and spirit. And the most important thing is to THINK. It's a great time to think and pick out things to learn. And today, I've learnt that I have to set a limit. Some people don't realize they have crossed the line. Seem like I have to change my approach now . It's enough.

You guys may think I'm kind of person who let my emotion rules my head. I keep bothering all those small-small things that came accrosed my life. Sounds like I have so many enemies out there. Well, I'm just a human ++ a woman. I swear these people don't even know what is my feeling towards them. Probably they don't even notice that they have hurt me. I hope you can see all this in a different light. This is just an inner feeling. I'm still 'the bubbly and adorable girl next door' (wakakaka..hampeh). I treat people with full of respect. Of course I expect the same thing from them. So do you rite? Okay, let's forget about it. Hehe I have enough membebel here. I'm okay, slowly this feeling heals.

P/S: Yehaa...tonite I want to play badminton. Lama betul tak bersukan. Hopefully I can get rid-off the lazy and negative ion inside me. I wish I could smash away all those bad feelings.

Comments

na-nee-no said…
bravo gal! it's something subjective abt ppl u know. we just have to accept it and find our own way to let it go.

nota amaran main badminton: if u see me having a hard time to breathe, my drugs is in my bag, ok bud? hahahahahaha :P
February 24, 2009 at 3:56 AM
Rahayu Niza said…
ya..blogging is my way to let this 'plankton' out of my head...

nota badminton: fuhhhh...menten jer semalam. mantap! hehehe
February 24, 2009 at 7:50 PM
Thanoojaa said…
hey ayu..cheer up..glad tht ur able to stay pessimistic..life isn't bed of roses after all..seems like we share the same problem here..yeap, we take care too much on other peeps feelings whereas we neglect on our ownself..we keep thinking on how others feel..did we hurt them..etc..as time goes..this will also be a norm..one thing tht i've learnt is tht we can satisfy all of em'...take care gal..
February 24, 2009 at 7:53 PM
Rahayu Niza said…
thank you thanooja..ur words light up my day today..hehehe
February 24, 2009 at 11:57 PM
Thanoojaa said…
anytime gal..check out my blog too ya..XXX
February 25, 2009 at 7:43 PM
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